I have been working at the MNYBA for only one week and yes, I'm freaking out..
Maybe it's just normal to feel like this since it's only the first week and I still have a lot more to learn, or maybe, I go by the stages really quick..
Sometimes before I go to sleep I think to myself:
What did I get myself into???
Did I come back because I just wanted to?? or because YOU wanted me too?
Was I being stubborn and selfish?? Or was it really You who brought me here with a purpose?
It's been hard..
I still look back at the people I've left behind.. . I can still see my mom cry at the airport.. but still, I don't want to be comfortable, I don't want to stay comfortable..
I'm still feeling a bit lonely, I have no one in this place.. but I keep hearing the voice of a man whispering these four words in my ear.. .
"My grace is sufficient... "
Then, I close my eyes and repeat those words to myself... "His grace is sufficient.. His grace is sufficient.. "
I'm learning to trust in the Lord with all my heart, without Him, I have nothing..
Bastandome de su gracia,



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