Back in New York City...

Well, after four weeks of being with my family and catching up with all my friends, I'm back in NYC.  A lot of things happened during those four weeks.  I got to spend time with my church group, I learned to appreciate them, since before I wouldn't spend much time with them.  I learned how important they are to me in these four weeks.

I miss my friends, my family, my little sister.  I am going to miss taking her to Barnes and Noble and buy her a cupcake while she reads her little science books.  I miss the BSM and all the "BSMers."

I feel lonely...

I wish I could go back, four weeks just wasn't enough.  I wish I could have brought all the people that I treasure here with me.

Words cannot describe how I feel right now, one thing I can tell you is that I feel lonely and sad..
This is only my second day here and I'm already learning to trust in the Lord with all my heart, without Him I have nothing...

I sit here in my room and cry.. and then some..

I look back at the people, relationships and friendships I'm leaving behind.  My commodity, my beautiful family, my home.. but God didn't call us to be comfortable, as I read my Bible I realize how God is fulfilling His will for my life...

"Come, follow me... " ~ Matthew 4:19

I nod.

I have asked God so many times to take me away and use me, and now here I am.  I miss Texas, the valley, I really do.

Please pray for me as I start a new journey here in New York.

p.s.

Don't forget to write me something!  I love getting lovely letters that make my day.

236 W. 72nd St. 

New York, NY 10023

Much love,